We all have a side only the people who know us intimately get to see.
My husband is both direct & funny. Don’t get me wrong after knowing him for over 27 years I know him pretty well, the good the bad & the ugly and I don’t mean his ex-girlfriends LOL!
The side no one else sees I would like to share today on here. A couple of years ago Alex wrote something for Cameron on his birthday. It sits proudly on our bookcase but is often overlooked. I read it this weekend which prompted me to share it with a very dear friend, we both got a tad emotional.
I want to share it because I think it encapsulates the feelings of many people I know and may help them seeing their feelings put into words and maybe even give a little hope about finding our true child one day. Here goes – and if I get into trouble so be it. It’s worth the risk!
Cameron my love for you is eternal
I know that your undamaged spirit is out there &
someday, somehow, somewhere
I will find you
You have taught me the meaning of selfless love &
I am more of a man because of you
I Love You Son
Happy Birthday X
Daddy
OK so if this was on paper it would be a bit soggy now and the ink would have run.
Alex, I am very proud of you for writing this down and I hope it helps other express what they feel.
I guess I couldn’t have chosen to obey anyone better for the journey I was to embark on, so thanks for staying on the rollercoaster with me and sharing the journey. Love you ‘Always & Forever’ – sorry the obey didn’t last as long as you may have hoped – I grew up 😉
Julie xxx
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